jujubee julia

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2003-02-05T19:13:34Z

I am a romantic White kitten

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i'm cuter!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

POOP

2002-08-20T22:57:16Z

well looks like my time in miami is coming to an end and i'm moving back on the second day of school, yes i know thats late, but whatever. So Taryn and I and Axel and many others are going to have house warming parties right??? well, i think taryn and i will, and by the way, for those of you who care or are interested....my birthday is coming up! but you probably don't know when it is. thats okay though, there will be a little jam somewhere for me i hope. probably at my own place.
anyway, i have a funny story to tell. i was coming home one day, i don't remember where i was coming from, but i was at a 7 eleven and i was looking for some ice cream, yay i'm a fatass, and i walked in front of this lady with her hair up in a bun on the top of her head, with mascara running down her face, with the foulness of alcohol on her breath, and she said to me with her eyes crossed, "thanks for running me over, stupid ignorant bitch!" at the top of her lungs...i thought that was pretty funny...

shop till you drop

2002-07-25T18:23:57Z

i'm gonna shop today, since i am off from work and no school and i just got paid....so excited.
So the trip turned out to be a good one. i got to see everyone i wanted to see and i went with who i had hoped to go with. full circle is the same...nice and clicky, i didn't miss it too much. but i did miss certain people and i'm glad i got to spend time with them.
even though it was raining most of the time we still went out and did a bunch of stuff. both days we rode out to st. augustine, and both days sucked. it was rainy and overcast, but we walked around and visited the fort and all the little cheesy shops they have for tourists like myself. we did go swimming at the beach, and the waves were huge, but timmy got stung by a jellyfish. :(
as for miami, i am leaving pretty soon, don't know when though but its gonna be fun since taryn and amber will be living in the same place as me!! fun times. aight, i'm out like Shout....haha...thats for lea.

Road Trip!

2002-07-19T20:52:10Z

I'm in Schlotsky's Deli right now, on my way to gainesville for the weekend. They have Mac computers in here to play with! I hate how long it takes to get there, but i can't wait to see Axel and Lea. Time for the road...

shibbity shibbity

2002-06-05T21:25:45Z

I went to the beach today. it was so nice, the water was fucking so bright blue and even though it was cloudy, i still got a lot of sun. i went with some old friends of mine, alexis and jessica, and hanging out with them was strange and brought back most of my highschool memories. we talked about everything that we all went through, and had so much good fun.
last night i went to the tavern to meet up with taryn and there was a shit load of people there, mostly stupid highschool friends, that i could care less about, so we left in hope to find a better, more pleasing destination. Foxes. which wasn't too pleasing in the end since when we got there it was closed and decided to retreat to Tims house.
anyway, tonight i think everyone is going to head out to the PUBE and hopefully they won't be IDing like last time. it sucked having to hall ass and jump over a six foot wood fence to get in. but hey, you gotta do whatever it takes if you want to hang out with your friends and get wasted.
i really don't want to go to class right now, my teacher is so hideous and monotonous, i can't take the suffering of attending his classes. it makes me nausous.
time to go now, anyone and everyone who wants to go to the gables pub tonight, Taryn, call me.

YO FOOOS

2002-06-03T01:17:57Z

I feel really bad that i haven't been able to hang out with my friends, old and new, including taryn, but hopefully i will make up for it this weekend when Axel and Lea come to visit me!!!! how exciting! you guys better not sell out cause i have a lot planned for us, its gonna be so awesome. anyway, ive been feeling really strange all day, especially at work, kinda dizzy and sick, hopefully i'm not going to be sick when they come.
So i have established a sort of routine down here now, work, party, school, work, party, school. from what i hear i'm not missing anything in gville. i have a situation i need to figure out up there, but it should be all over soon, hopefully.
anyway, i was reading a bunch of live journals the other day and i realized how much people are involved in their live journals. they write almost everyday, its kinda sad how they relate to their livejournal than to other people, not to mention all of the drama they air out on the fucking internet, which is pretty pathetic too. i'm glad i'm not even close to being as dependent on it as some other people i have noticed.
i think in a couple weekends i'm going to take a trip to sebastian inlet to go camping, and probably staying at my ex roommates beach house, how badass does that sound? the water there is so nice and the waves are scary huge, so it should be fun.
aight, i'm out. Axel if you read this i need you to call me asap! xoxo

AXEL AND PAUL

2002-05-29T20:13:36Z

i think the date to turn in the rest of the security deposit is June 1st. considering that neither of you can pay it right now, you both need to call Bill Brant, the landlord, and tell him that we are all sending him the rest of the security deposit instead and that you need an extention on the date to send the rest of the money. i cannot call and do this for you since it is not my responsibility to make sure you get the money in. So you need to call and ask him if it would be okay for an extention until you can get the money to him. aight see ya. BEE
Bill Brant's #: (352) 495-9024

beemyself @ 2002-05-28T13:40:00

2002-05-28T17:45:13Z

Since this is the only way i can get in touch with you guys, PAUL AND AXEL, i need you both to contact me and let me know that you have sent the rest of the security deposit. Please email me or write back on lj, or even call me 305 251 3671, and let me know whats going on. this is really important because we have only a few days until June 1st, which is when the rest of the money is due. so please please contact me. thanks.
xoxo THE BEE

aslkdvkjnwei!!!!!

2002-05-25T03:51:50Z

so being in miami really makes me think about who my real friends are, and makes me miss the ones i already have, that aren't here. working drains me, but the pay will be pretty fucking badass. i think my boyfriend is getting way sick of me, so i feel like i'm should back off. i wish my friends were down here to keep me company. tonight is FM, but i'm going to a party in the ridge instead, seems like a much easier way for me to drink, for free. after reading some journals, i feel like there is a lot going on in gville that i have no idea about, someone please enlighten me, even if it isn't any of my business. i'm kinda lonely down here, i have hung out with some old friends, but things are definately not the same, and that always seems to be the case after you spend so much time apart from them. all i want to do is go out and have a good time, but that only seems to be possible with my friends around, which they aren't. i miss my wife, you know who you are, and my future roommates, and what not. oh by the way, this seems to be the best way for me to get in touch with you guys, Paul and Axel, so i need to tell you that morgan has decided against living with us, for now. she said thhat she cannot make the commitment with paying the security deposit because she has heard me talk about staying here in Miami and not going back, which isn't true in the least. So she said that she is seeking another alternative and that if i do end up going back to gville, which i will, that she will sublease from us in the fall if she hasn't found another place to stay. Anyway, so that is the situation, meaning we all need to send a check to the land lord, Bill something. each one of us needs to send a check of $81.25 by June 1st. i know this is such late notice and i am really sorry it has to be this way, but thats just what ended up happening. hopefully you will read this entry, if not i will mention it to you if i see you online. anyway, enough for now. talk to you later guys...i miss you! xoxoxoxo

i'm baaaaaaack...hehe

2002-05-16T22:29:10Z

I haven't updated my journal in soo soo long. I have been really busy watching tv and laying around the house. Being in Miami is like dying and going to heaven. I am so happy here. But i miss gville a lot already, mostly the people, my friends, what not...
The good news is, that i got a car! woooohoooo! its a 99 jetta, and its silver and its stick, so i'm learnin how to drive it still. its really fast, and i have been cruising around miami in it like a spoiled brat. I feel like i don't deserve such a nice car, my grades are shitty. Also, i am probably getting a job at Wild Oats Market which should be a lot of fun because i know a bunch of people that already work there, including Morgan, one of my future roommates for next fall.
I have started school at FIU, summer classes, and it has a really awesome campus. There are huge structures and fountains and bridges all over the campus, as well as small ponds with ducks and malards everywhere. Its nice, makes me want to go to school there permanently.
Anyway, i went to FM last friday night and saw the full circle groupies. It wasn't surprising to see all of them flock to FM, but it was just strange how i recognized soo many people from gville there. Taryn showed up, which was cool, cause it gave us a chance to hang out and begin our summer.
Anyway, enough boring details about thhe last twoo weeks. But i miss everyone and i hope you guys are having fun...without me!!! boo hoo...

can't wait...

2002-04-30T22:47:25Z

COUNT DOWN: 1 day

fuck lj

2002-04-30T08:43:03Z

i have only been a lj member for at most, a week, and seeing all the shit that has been happening between everyone has made me not even want to be a part of it anymore. people use lj as a way to express how they feel for one another, and most of the time it is only negative comments. everyone gains up on each other and its just pathetic drama. i'm so glad i'm not a part of this immature crap. and i feel bad for taryn, for my own reasons. which i won't display because it is MY opinion and i am entitled to that. its just gotten out of control, and i think everyone needs to just relax, and stop being so "immature".

YYAAYY!!

2002-04-29T17:55:32Z

Think i just aced my micro test!

beemyself @ 2002-04-29T04:14:00

2002-04-29T08:13:49Z

i'll have him by my side soon enough.

wwwooohooooooooooo

2002-04-28T19:39:36Z

so i haven't slept in like three days really...and some crackhead is posting fucked up alkaline trio lyrics on my journal....some one Lisa knows.
anyway, enough stupid live journal drama. we had one of those lameass floor meetings today, talking about checkout. its really sad when i think about how i only have four days left to hang out with my crazy roommate and all of the kids on my floor that i have gotten close to. not to mention people that are actually from miami and went to my school that i wasn't friends with before i got here. it was weird because college somehow erased out pasts of highschool, and now we are all connecting. i'm glad though because we are all friends now.
i'm kinda upset that i couldn't go to full circle last night, but i realized how much work i have to do and it was impossible for me to go. i feel like i am missing out on the last opportunities to hang out with my friends before i leave for the summer. atleast taryn will be in miami over the summer, someone i know from the gville along with all of my other lameass friends in miami. oh well. axel and lea and everyone better come visit me. expect pauly cause hes gay. j/k paul, you know i love you. my glands are popping out of my throat from being so sore. time to study.
count down: 3 days left

beemyself @ 2002-04-28T01:57:00

2002-04-28T05:56:32Z

You make people feel relaxed around you. You are popular and bring many people joy, however the Mrs is inclined to think of you otherwise. You make people care less, and so there you are with a fella on his bucks night to see that he can be properly restrained nude to a train that is taking him to a far or distant place. As much as you are wonderful company on a big night out, often people tend to not think that much of you the next day as they are grossly nausiated from the night before with you so vowing never to see you again, of which of course is a big fat lie because they will no doubt meet with you again the following weekend. People who spend too much time with you get sick to their stomach.

Find Out If You Were A Drug, What You Would Be!

quiz by ravenritings

This is ridiculous...

hello hello

2002-04-27T21:09:48Z

another day begins with microeconomics.
i'm so sick of school, the drive down to miami, i swear i will be smiling the whole way there.
so i went to java lounge for a little while today. even though i was completely engulfed in my studying, i could hear other peoples conversations around me, and they all seemed to be trying to study, but found reasons for them to be distracted.
my roommate is almost completely moved out, which is a reminder of how soon i'm going to be out of here. its so weird how fast everything went by. these past two semesters seem like a total blur, probably cause i was always drunk, my way of passing the time.
taking all the shit of my walls is going to take forever, i think having all of these pictures of my old friends on my walls just makes my past come back to me everyday. i need to put up pictures of my new friends and my new life here.
i feel really badly that i won't be able to hang out with everyone at full circle tonight, but school is just absorbing all my time and i have never been under so much pressure in my life. not to mention that its taking forever to get out of here.
wow, cigarettes are essential for studying for your finals. it just had two, and i think it released a lot of tension. i'm glad i quit though. i have been able to breathe better.
aight, its about that time. time to suffer some more.

yoooooooo.....

2002-04-27T08:16:29Z

its so late. i'm so tired. i am now being scolded for not being a good friend. not listening to someones feelings when they need someone to talk to. which is entirely not true. just tried to tell them that they should be directing it towards the other person they are in conflict with. thats all...
my glands are going to explode. goodnight everyone.

la di da

2002-04-27T05:39:59Z

i need to figure out how to not erase my journals every time i attempt to update. its so shitty when you have an entire entry already and you look something else up, and the entire entry disappears on you when you go back. so fucking lame. well, now that i have to start over...
i have never been so scared before in my entire life over finals. its really bothering me how much work i have to do, and how little time i have to prepare for them.
anyway, we went to full circle once again last night, and got pretty wasted. paul's tooth got busted out on the dance floor and we went swimming afterwards with a bunch of people that went to full circle. it was kinda humorous coming home in my soaking wet converse and some boxers...it was an eventful night and i probably won't remember it in about a couple of days, since it is just like every other night at full circle.
tonight we all went to chopstix...ironically, all of the people i went with, all have live journals. pretty funny, but so so sad.
i can't wait to get out of here...yes i am counting down the days, even though i will miss everyone. even though i have been here for two semesters, i don't think i could ever really get comfortable here.
anyway, time to suffer some more with my studies.
i miss my sugar pie muffin of love.

Count down: 5 days left

UGH...

2002-04-24T22:01:43Z

Today has been so weird. I was woken up this morning to the fire alarm that went of in my dorm. So I jumped out of bed and put on some clothes to go outside where everyone else was and the whole guys side was covered with smoke! There were about three fire trucks that came and we ended up sitting outside for a long time until the let us back in, which caused me to get ants in my pants. So upsetting. Supposedly it wasn't one of the rooms, but it was the trash chute and a dumpster on the ground floor. Anyway, I'm glad it wasn't on the girls side.
I studied outside today, but after being out there for only a while I realized how uncomfortably hot it was, so I retreated to my dorm room where I am now, "the prison".
The construction workers outside are fucking pedophiles. They are always working right next to our windows, hoping to catch one of us girls naked or changing. However, my freak of a roommate seems to like dancing on her desk in her bra to attract their attention. So sad. Anyway, hopefully today won't be as stressful as yesterday. It was supposed to be my last day of classes but my class was canceled. Yay for me.
Anyway, I just got my picture up on my journal. I like it a lot, thanks to Axel! XOXO.
For the last three days, my glands have been really swollen. I feel really tired. But I'm used to it considering I have a pathetic diseased life, where I wake up everyday with something new. I'm probably dying. Or maybe I just picked something up from Timmy, who knows. AIGHT, time to get my study on. Finals are great.

blah blah

2002-04-24T06:56:45Z

This is my first real entry. I have decided to conform to the trend of live journal. Only a few people I know use it, and they are basically the reason why I got one. Anyway, my finals are starting and there is nothing I would rather do right now that to hang out with my friends before I leave to go home this summer. It sucks how school is ruining my last week here and manipulating my time. Even though I could stand to not show up at full circle for a while, considering I am there more than I ever imagined.
I was at Java Lounge all day today studying for my finals with my sister. Yes, it was the highlight of my day, considering that I will have no life for the next week and a half. Lea's birthday is coming up, and I feel horrible that I might not be able to make it to her party. Oh well, the cake and CDs I make for her should suffice. SCHOOL SUCKS!!!! You love me Lea!

Count down: 8 days left

hi....

2002-04-23T04:48:20Z

woot woot